yesterday,might have lost a friend or hurt them
Well….never thought id write about adriel again but yea somethin came up. sigh. i thought we agreed on just being friends. see the last time we talked we both agreed that we both dint want to ruin the friendship we had even tho we both liked eachother so maybe right now we were just meant to be friends and nothin else, and we decided to leave it up to fate so if we were ever meant for eachother it would happen. u know… just goin with the flow.well ne ways he said he dint want to move on and go out with other ppl cus he dint want to stop liking me but i told him that we dont have to stop. i mean all i was sayin is that right now we just arnt ready to give our WHOLE hearts to eachother. like it was time to let other opportunities come into our lives. with friendship in the way nothin would ever happen between us so u know. i mean id always have a place im myt heart for adriel but i just felt that right now were just meant to be friends and yea like i said leave it up to destiny if we were meant to be together, so yea i took up opportunites. i gave a guy i met my number( he never called probly cus i told him i was gonna be a virgin till i got married) and i kinda started hangin with keith again but keith likes someone else so it doesnt matter. but ne ways since we were just friends i put my feelings aside and just talked to adriel as if i ditn like him u know. being able to tell him ne thing 🙂 so yea i told him everything about how i met up with keith again and how were in touch again and the guy i met and even that keith dint even like me tho. and yesterday we were talking online with amanda maggie and dennis in a chatroom but adriel asked me in a seperate room
Adriel-do u like keith?
Adriel-well do u?
Hannah-its too confusing talkin to u in a seperate room lets just talk in the other one.
Adriel-i guess thats a yes
Adriel-fine 😛
and then we were all talkin in the room and adriel said brb so i thought he was reading my diary cus i gave him the name and nobody was really talkin to maggie so i said hey maggie how was ur day today? and then adriel told me again in a seperate window
Adriel-see i knew it would get like this
Adriel-1st u stop liking me and now ur ignoring me
Adriel-i always had to be the 1st one to say somethin or u wouldnt say ne thing at all!
Adriel-goobye
(blocked me)
soon he unblocked me again and i was really confused i was like
Hannah- gosh y are u acting so weird? look im sorry if u thought i was ignoring u but i never did at least thats wat i thought.
Hannah-im sorry 🙁 i mean actually for the last couple of times i talked to u I was the first one to say somethin! and i havent been able to call ne one lately cus ive just been busy! 🙁
Adriel- that doesnt matter ne more
Hannah-then y are u still mad?
Adriel-im not mad its just….bye
Hannah-wait dont go! wat did i do wrong? was there something in my diary that affended u? i dint think there was!
Adriel-its not about that now. as a friend im saying i dont feel like talking to u.
Hannah-fine 🙁 watever. well i guess ill talk to u tomorrow or somethin
Hannah-i feel tired im gonna go now
Hannah-goodnight miss u
Adriel-watever
Hannah-:((went offline)