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my horoscope for today:

You’re feeling generous today. Gently persuade a friend who’s been in a bad mood lately to take a long walk with you. Start out talking about the kinds of trees you see, and the conversation will develop into something deeper

my singles love horoscope for today:
There are all kinds of ways to send the message to this person. You could literally send them a message. Maybe a funny e-mail is the ticket. Use your creativity to your advantage.

hmm well, again, both of those horoscopes dont match up for today. but its weird because sometimes these situations pop up not too long after. any way today mike and i woke up alone around 12:30pm. liz went to babysit, megan and cara were at hemp fest, ali and jen i dont know where they went, and rachel and jonah were at the renessaince fair. so mike and i watched tv, goofed off, watched a movie, ate, and were bored. then sean came to pick up mike for work and i was so glad to see him! i hadnt seen sean in sooo long! he never calls or anything and whenever i called him he never called me back, so i was kinda confused when he was like "hey we gotta hang, call me sometime!" so i said "well i did but u never called back" and he said "oh i must have not known or something" anyway i dunno. i miss the guy. he and jeff are so awesome! i wish megan wouldnt care if they came over. im so glad i have mike as a friend too, hes such a big help to me. he’s a stress reliever. hmm, so yea cara and megan came back and jonah and rachel came back.  then jonah left and my new friend josh came over. megan and cara werent too friendly but thats hwo they always are when i bring new people over. they dont talk to them and are very quiet. i dont know why they are like that. so stand-off-ish. any who, we had fun, played uno, and pool, and what not. oh yea, i saw tony online today (but hes blocked on my list) and i still felt bad about what i said to him. i know he deserved it but, the way i said it was so cruel. and it had been bugging me ever since, so i finally e-mailed him and apologized for not ending things between us like an adult. i made sure to tell him i was not apologizing for waht i said though. any who i checked my mail later, and he e-mailed me back sayin he was sorry for everything and he knew he behaved badly while he was here and he sincerely apologized. he felt really bad for hurting me and he said that he learned a lot from my family and i. he said i taught him lessons he really learned from and will use in his future adulthood. but what i was mostly surprised about was that he said "you entered adulthood way before i did" it takes a lot for a guy to admit hes wrong about something, especially tony. but yea he was so wrong while he was here and while he was here it didnt seem like he thought so at all, but it looks like he knows now. i dont know what to say back yet. im still so upset. i told him i dont know if i can ever be friendly with him again. i have to think about it. oh wells. justin and i are talking now, weird, i used to hate that kid. well. i really disliked him. he was mean one minute, then nice the next, so i finally just decided to ignore the guy because he was so confusing. he was so mean to me when i first moved here. any who after i hung out with him and craig and courtney, and ever since i hung out with him and craig by myself, ive come to understand him more. he really isnt as mean as i thought he was, hes just kinda bi polar or has weird mood swings. but yea he’s cool. im glad i understood him before he leaves. which is the day after tomorrow. too bad i didnt have much time to become good friends with him and craig. they really are awesome ppl. any who its the end of us and courtney. i doubt we are going to see her again now that josh is back. sigh. nothing to do about that. i liked her being back while it lasted. adriel blocked me, dont know why, it makes me sad. hasnt replied to my e-mail. that guy is so confusing. i dont even know if our friendship means anything to him anymore. i guess some people have their girlfriends/boyfriends and thats all they need. i dunno. any who im going to bed. lata ppls