work and fun! how do i combine the two?

ok, u know how great it is to have no work to do and to just sit back knowing theres nothin to worry about right? WELL I WISH I COULD DO THAT! i have sooo much to do and soooo much on my mind it drives me crazy! i wish everything i had to deal with would disapear so i could just relax and know everything will be fine! ugh. voice lessons, reports, school,homie work(my word for homework) and so on! and then i still want to go to the football games and have fun with my friends but i just dont see how i can get down to my work and have fun at the same time! i realize i should be workin wen im having fun but there are some really important things comin up this month! #1 HOMECOMING! i could catch up on my report that i havent started yet and its due november 4th but im gonna be gone all day. and then THE HALLOWEEN PARTY! i mean i said i was gonna have it and im gonnna have it but the whole time im at those 2 events im gonna be worryin about catching up with my work or if i have bad grades for not finishing. i have to have at least a 3.0 before i can start working at my modeling job! AHHHH its soooo much pressure 😛 im so stressed i wish someone could do somethin to help me relax. 😛 im in the need of a massage right about now. well ne ways thanks for listening to my crap ppl lol. i just had to let stuff out.

Banana