UPDATE

ok heres an update since i havent written in here in a while! Valentines day was actually good this year! My aquaculture class went to the aquarium and my friends amber, michell, ashley, and a new guy i met named paul hung out with me. It was a blast! except for when the octopuses started to have sex UGH!  Hmmm, I got an e-mail from Adriel! yay! I miss him so much! i want to talk to him so bad, but i just know how i felt when maggie called my house when he was there, just to talk to him and not me. when she said she could never call cus she didnt have a phone card. it hurt. i dont call jimmy as much (adriels stayin at jimmys house) because im not as close with him, but ive called him a few times in a year. ne who if i call i know he will be hurt that the only reason im callin is to talk to adriel. I dont want to hurt anyones feelings. Any who, im going to try and visit everyone during my spring break. that will be fun. not until april though. kodiak ppls spring break is way before mine. sometime in march actually so not too far ahead. um, i started selling mary kay products! i love mary kay so much! the makeup looks so good on me! I had my grand debut yesterday and sold lots of stuff. but even if i didnt sell anything i still just love giving facials and dealing with makeup ^_^.   hmmmm Megan is going out with joey now. im still skeptical about it and i dont think its really right to go out with soemone that one of your best friends messed around with, but then again what i think is right is not what she things. i cant expect everyone to think the same way. I mean, it was kinda sleezy that he messed around with our best friend on the first night they met, but megan says he said he didnt know waht he was doing and that he had his heart broken 2 years ago and hes just been messin around tryin to fill that hole. but he was doin it the wrong way. ne who it seems that megan is the first girl hes really liked since the last one. so i hope hes not all bullshit. i think he will have to prove himself for me to know hes a good boyfriend for megan. she says they arent goin gout but they are dating. but i know they will go out anyway. but yea hes a really nice guy and fun to hang with. very cool. i just hope hes as cool in a relationship.  i will do anything to protect my friends.  wayne is sad and i dont know how to make him happy. it brings me down to know hes like that. i dont feel like much of a friend if i cant do anything to help. i wish i could. *sigh*  well , right now im house sitting for my aunt and i think im gonnna go to a party tonight, but dont worry im not going to drink. i only drink on special occassions. ok peace!
hannah