stressed out!

 Daily Teen
>February 23, 2004
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You may be feeling more adult than those around you are willing to credit right now. Ignore them and keep being your responsible self — your actions will speak louder than words over time.
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First of all id like to say im so glad this site is working again! i was afraid i had lost my whole diary! ok hmmm, its funny how i do feel like that a lot of the time.  its kinda weird. i guess that is why i dont really hang out with many people younger then me unless they are more mature, cus i feel like they are dragging me down. maybe thats why i never got along with my sister until last year…hmmm i never really thought about it from that point of view!

ne who my fave has been peeling really badly cus of a face treatment i got.  It makes my face peel for 5 days and then im supposed to put this other stuff on it. I HATE IT THO! its like im shedding off my skin on my face! GROSE! I faked sick today cus i didnt want everyone to see. Plus i also had to make up some work from being sick before so that was a good reason  I really hope my face is done peeling by tomorrow morning or else my new nickname will be face dandruff! or peach peel! or something even worse! AHHHHH WEOHDL:FJNSLFKJ no jk lol im sure people wont be that mean  once i explain why its liek that 😛 they will understand. no need for me to worry. *sigh*ok ne ways ive been having a lot of trouble with a certain friend of mine lately.  I dont know if she knows this but she is hurting alot of people. Her boyfriend, and her friends.   She says things that arent true, competes with what people say, puts friends down, and just isnt really being a good friend.   I dont want to be the one to confront her because every time i have she has just defended herself or denied things. another one of my friends is really different around that certain friend. She is a completely different person when that certain friend is around adn sometimes i do not like that different side of her. I wish she could be the same self with everyone.  sigh so much crap has been goin on lately i dont know how i can take it ne more.  i just need to get away or something. i wish for one day i could dissapear and nobody would notice. if i could go somewhere where i wouldnt have to worry about anyone, or anything and i could be in complete relaxation. that would be paradise for me.  ne ways i better get to bed because WOOPSIE DAISY! its almost 10 pm! AHH i need to start goin to bed earlier if im gonna stay healthy! well ta ta for now!
banana

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