SOOOO MAD!

SOOOO MAD! AHHHH. tonight was my friend megan and my b-day party. we decided to celebrate together at my house with a bunch of friends! I told my friend courtney not to bring her bf because we wanted some time with her, so she dint,but my friends michelle and cara brought nate and nates friend over without even asking me or megan! we specifically invited no guys other then jesse nad andrew(cus they are just like part of the gang) because i knew they wold be a distraction…and they were! cara and michelle were all over them and so courtney got really sad because she dint have her bf to flirt with and so on. then cara was doing dissappearing acts into the guest room with nate for periods of time while michelle was laying all over this other guy on the couch. then michelle and cara and the guys were outside for the looongest time. they were kinda seperating themselves from the whole party and it pissed me off. They came in askin if it was ok if they left and came back and i was like no way unless u dont come back. then they were like ok we wont leave. i was really sad and i went upstairs cus i felt like they were just walking all over us not even caring. and then i got really shocking news! Cara, Michelle, AND Megan all drank some of my parents alcahol in one of our guest rooms! i told megan how much that pissed me off nad started to cry, she felt so bad (which she should have) and told me how sorry she was. i forgvae her because she told me she knew it was wrong and she dint know y she did it and she would never do it again. but when i talked to cara and michelle about it , all they did was defend themselves instead of apologizing. tryin to make it seem like i was the big bad wolf out to get them like " i dotn see y it was such a big deal , u dont care when we take sodas from ur fridge wenever we want, its no different" i cant beleive they dont see how it was wrong to drink our alcahol and that they dint see the difference! they said that they were sorry but if htey dint see it was wrong then i dont think they were. i let my anger go because i wanted te rest of the night to be peaceful and tomorrow were goin innertubin, but i dont think ill be able to really stop being mad about that for a long time.
hannah