soooo exciting!

my couples horoscope for today: Try saying what’s on your mind instead of expecting your darling to just know. This will alleviate tons of confusion — and may just send your relationship on a much more respectful and healthy path.

yes yes i know i know. im very inward with my thoughts. i keep them to myself. but every once in a while i try to get it out, sometimes in a whisper and if he doesnt hear what i say i dont think i can bring myself to say it again lol. i dont know why i get so uncomfortable sharing what inner thoughts and feelings i have. its really hard for me. i guess i know that i really love him when im able to comfortably share how i feel and not care.

ANYWAYS enough about him hahaha lets talk about me! or wait, was i talking about me already? well it included him so now its just about me. a door has opened up a new carreer opportunity. my geology teacher mr macias handed out a paper with information on an 11,000 year old mammoth that was being dug up in central washington and they wanted students to help on their dig! tuition was expensive especially since it doesnt cover the cost of housing, but its 12 credits and its a once in a lifetime opportunity! the more i thought about it the more excited i got and so i shared it with my parents who agreed to support me  and so i filled out the application! they are only choosing 24 students to participate and if i am chosen i will be living in ellensburg for pretty much the whole summer, and i will be helping out on this wonderful excavation! who knows? maybe this is something i might want to look into for a future career!? hmm. i really hope i am chosen ! ^_^