so sad!

Gosh 🙁 I cant beleive Adriel moved from kodiak! I mean of all people i thought he would be there at least till he graduated! I never thought that HE would move! When i left i didnt think about everyone else leaving, and now im glad i left earlier because he’s my best friend and I couldnt stand the thought of him leaving me. I know I shouldnt be that affected from his moving because i live so far away and i only get to see him once a year, but i mean, all of our memories are there and all the familiar things like his phone number, his house i would go visit, etc. and now those things are gonna change! When i go visit him we cant be in that same place. Plus he is going to meet so many new people! And i have to say im afraid he might find some gurl who is just as fun or more fun than i was when i was able to hang out with him and replace me with her as his best friend. I dunno i just worry. I was comfortable with him living in kodiak because i knew everyone that was there, but now i wont know ne of the people in fairbanks or what they are like or how they might influence him. It really worries me. Sigh. there are so many thoughts in my head that i dont know how to put them down. I just hope his life in fairbanks is a good one and he is happy  with all of the new memories he will make 🙂
I miss you so much adriel, and remember kodiak will always be your home

Hannah Banana

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