smallville :-‘( *sniff*

yesterday i watched the saddest smallville episode ever! 🙁 i mean, this seriously  made me so mad! im going to be affected by this for a while. see, clark finally tells lana (the love of his life) his secret about how hes superman. and then he asks her to marry him! so she says yes and they are all happy! clarks father wins the election against lex and so lana goes to comfort him because he calls her all sad about it. when lex sees her ring he gets angry, not only beause she chose clark over him, but because he knows that lana knows clarks secret. he knows because there wouldnt be any other reason why she would marry the person who she said always lied to her. so when he gets mad she drives off and so he drives off after her and tries to get her to pull over, but then this big bus comes, hits her, and kills her. clark gets there too late to save her.  :’-( so clarks real father allows him to go back in time to change things, but warns him that fate will balance what had happened. so time goes back to right before he tells lana his secret, and this time he doenst tell her because he knows that as long as she knows his secret, there will be enemies going after her for it.  he doesnt want to put her life in jeopardy. so he lies and she can tell, so she says she needs  a break because he cant be honest with her about things.  its so sad  because he loves her but cant tell her and it just breaks my heart! so in order to save her life he sacrifices the one chance of ever being with her. and on top of that, because he saved her life, his father dies of heart failure right after he wins the election.  i dont know if i can stand to watch this show anymore. 🙁   sigh.

ok now its time to talk about boy stuff! so obviously im making it private ( sorry suckas!) lol. a girl cant put her whole life out in public! latas ppl!
hannah