my period saved the day!

Dear diary,
i didnt have to go to the gynecologist this morning because my period wasnt over lol. yay! i would have had to have my first papsmear and im totally freaked. i dont know how it is for guys but for girls, they make you get completely naked except for this little white plastick nighty thats open in the FRONT! and you have to put your feet in these stirrups that strap your legs in and spread them open, you are trapped, and then you look over and notice a tiny table with all these pokey proddy looking tools and beads of sweat start to form on your forehead and ugh i just hate it!

last year i didnt have to get a papsmear because she said as long as i was a virgin i didnt need one…..but now lol. arg. i guess it would have happened sooner or later anyway. so it looks like the apointment is postponed till the 29th.

so since i didnt have to go to my ever so early apointment, i went back to bed till around 10am. my mom was packing the last of her things because she was leaving to england for 2 weeks today. TWO WEEKS! i havent been without my mom for that long EVER not in my entire life! what was i to do? my mom is like my other best friend. this is good for me though for when i leave the house. getting weaned off of her presense. sigh. and my dad said he has to go to china soon AGAIN. he always leaves. im used to it though. hes been gone on trips to china and japan and korea and portugal and so many other places for 2 sometimes 3 weeks at a time almost every year of my life.

and hes never once taken me. "business trips" of course. sigh. he and my mom are finally going on their honeymoon to hawaii soon. they seriously get closer and closer….and i thought marriage got more dull later on? anyways it makes me happy how cute they are. i dont know what id do if they ever divorced, there has never been divorce in my family as far back as i know. hmm.  I hope i never get divorced.

any who i helped my mom pack her stuff. it was so funny. i could totally see clearly who i got my packing habits from lol.

"MOM! 4 bags? what the heck did you pack?"

"oh well, pills, and creams, and lotions, oh and my nails stuff"

"nail stuff? since when do you take care of your nails?"

"well, just in case one broke! and what if this happened and what if that happened…she trailed on…

lol "yea, the what ifs. i get it. just in case haha"

she smiled at me "ok help me take what i dont need out of these suitcases"

so we spent time throwing what she didnt need into this big box which i took to her room. then i got in my gym clothes because i was headed to the gym as soon as i got back. luckily my dad was at work because he would of had a cow if he saw that my mom was letting me drive her new lexus RX ! her bags wouldnt fit in my car of course and someone had to drop her off at the airporter hehe.

loved it. i love that car. although id still prefer a truck. how i wish i had a truck right now, but with gas prices and the good milage i have with my current car,  i dont think so. my car would probably only sell for 5 thousand at the most, and i could never get a truck thats bettter than the car i have now for that amount of money. first things first, move out, second, get a truck. however long it will take. i dont even know what kind of truck i want  yet! as long as it can get me to the snow during winter ^_^

so i dropped my mom off, and was already sad on my way home. i tried to not let it bug me that she had lost her cell phone and i wouldnt be able to contact her. i mean i have her hotel room number and everything but still. i went to the gym and had a good workout. talked with my friend jonathan. he pointed out this girl who could do 10 pullups without any support and she was only 14! thats nuts! but then again shes a gymnist so that figures. still though wow. i hope i can get there someday! right now i can do 10 pullups with 80 pounds support.  without support? probably 5 or 6? so thats not bad. *shrugs*

went home, showered, ate while watching gossip girl lol, and then headed out to do some errands. i didnt make it on time to the pet store in order to get a mouse for roofus. darnit! hes gettin hungry i feel bad. ill go again tomorrow. i called the dentist to make an apointment to get my mouth gaurd that was made last week, and i called the library to cancel on the books they were holding for me. i already went and bought them lol i couldnt wait haha. im so glad theres a borders in gig harbor now! its so much easier than having to go to silverdale or tacaoma. oh and i also found out that theres going to be a ben and jerrys scoop shop there soon! which makes me really exicited because my faveorite flavor is there and the scoop shop is the only place i can get it! chocolate therapy mmm mmmm! haha. alright well i think i might to hang out with josh and see what hes doing.
goodnight diary.