messed up a

so the "a" on my keyboard wont push down so in order to type an "a" i have to keep pushing it really hard like 4-5 times for it to work. but im too lazy so from this moment on, the rest of this entry will be typed without a’s. hope you can read it!
eh hem… so hnging out with eric hs been relly nice so fr! ive relly enjoyed spending time with him, however. i think i need to spend little more time with him in order to know for sure if theres  connection or not. sigh. i think too much. i keep thinking tht mybe wht i hd before with someone "nd wht i wnt to find with someone agin" is  rre thing to find nd so mybe my expecttions re too high? nd ill never find wht im looking for? i dunno, ll i know is tht i wnt to feel tht wy gin. hve my hert just bet every time i see tht person nd i lwys wnt to be with them. sigh. someone i cn tke wlks in the rin with or hve pic nics with nd just spend time with nd feel 100  percent comfortble with. sometimes i feel like nobody understnds how i felt when i ws in love. so they cnt understnd wht im looking for. i guess ill just know when i know since i cn recognize it.  poor trevor is frnticlly  trying to find  roomte, but so fr no luck. tht will suck if he hs to move out cus ill hve no cuddle person to sleep with ne more ! 😛 but we will still see echother, just not s much. hmm i hve  feeling tht this summer is going to be fun! i think mybe my mind will cler up  lot for me to relly see where my life is going. i need to relx though. i cnt wit for school to be over! i hte school! i cnt belive my friend liz is like "hh i cnt wit to go bck to school! yy!"  *rolls eyes* well im lmost jelous fo girls like her nd ali cus they get such good gredes nd re so motivted nd relly strive to do their best. i feel like i try so hrd nd get nowhere. i hte school so its hrd to be motivdte, end  its hrd to scrifice friend time with studying or homework nd other crp. sigh. im just lzy nd not smrt enough. cdemicly tht is.  ne who, my sister should be coming home soon nd im going to go spend some time with her. i need ll of the numbers of the people she wnts to hve come to her wedding shower. my prents dont wnt it the house so they re thinking of renting out the plce t long lke prk. *shrugs* ok thts cool! grrr this is getting to be relly nnoying so ill stop nd wit till this gets fixed 😛 lte
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