memory lane
I cant wait till this friday becausee my mom is taking me to get all the works done at the spa! woo hoo! nice silky skin for me ! believe me i need this. i feel so not feminine moving heavy tables and stacks of chars and getting splinters and black stains on my hands and bruises all over. i hate lifting! but i love serving ^_^ any who it will be nice to have a day to relax. ah. less than a month till my sisters wedding, and then ny! im counting down the days. yesterday (and some of today) I spent organizing my things in my sisters old room, which is now mine because she left to cali. OK, have no idea what im talkin about? heres an update.
my sister packed up and left. she has a house and everything down in cali in 29 palms! I didnt think it was going to be so hard to see her go, but just seeing all the boxes and her packing up her suitcase, i knew it was for real and she was really leaving. who knows how long it will be till i see her after the wedding? how often will she be able to visit or will i be able to visit her? she and kimo are starting their life together, my little sister is a wife who will be cleaning and cooking and taking care of things while kimo is gone! I will feel bad for her though when she has to be alone. i hope that she makes quick friends down there with the other marine wives! She has been chatting with them online for quite some time actually. So yea, shes gone. My cousin kyran has been staying in my old room and megan and i have been living downstairs in one of the guest rooms, until now. Everything was moved up to rachels room and so i still have a lot to organize. one thing i came apon was the box i had taped up with all of the things that reminded me of adriel. the adriel box lol. when i thought about it, i hadn’t opened that box since i got my heart broken, and that was a pretty darn long time ago! so i decided to take out some letters and go back in time a bit. There were so many that i didnt even remember having and so it was kind of exciting to go through them and reading them over. it doesnt hurt anymore, i have no regrets. I learned what love was and i have something to look forward to! Reading adriels letters brought many smiles and memories, and definitely some laughs. One of them really touched me, and reminded me how a relationship between two people should be like.
Dear Hannah,
You called like an hour ago or sumthing. All I can think about is me walking off out of the airplane. Seeing you again, just the thought of it gets me excited. I remember the last time I saw you in person. You wers standing there like you always did, most of your weight on one leg, your arms holding each other. You had watery eyes and a sad smile. I watched you through the crack of the door while it slowly closed. It makes me happy to think of your smile. (a smiley face he drew) I can’t wait to see you in six days. Just wanted to say hi, *smiles and waves* Thanx for being a really good friend. You are so special. I;m glad we’ve gotten through all the rough times, and we didn’t fall when something was thrown into our friendship. Well, I miss you so much. Even if you didn’t get me anything this christmas your smile on Dec 16th and the wonderful friendship you’ve given me would have been enough. Thanx. Merry Christmas.
Sincerely,
Adriel Flores (in his interesing personal signature)
p.s
(he drew a smiley)
I dont even know if that still is his personal signature! Or if he even still draws that stupid silly smiley face he always put in his letters haha, but that definitely was a pick me up for the day. Its not often someone gets letters like that dontcha think? Adriel was surely one of the bestest friends i could have ever had! I would truly be blessed to have another friend like that in my lifetime.
Hey Hannah,
Hi, right now i;m talking to you on the phone. In ase you forget, remember when you went out with Justin Leedy? I don’t know if you still act like a blonde, but you are right now! I want to let you know that you are one of my close friends. As you read this i want you to think about all our memories together. well, thanx.
from, Adriel Flores (in that interesting personal signature)
No Adriel, thank you! I definitely had fun thinking about all of our memories together. Its always nice to take a walk down memory lane. I’ll never forget you!