just stuff

things i need to do

*call aika and talk about plans for her to see me this summer

*call my grandpa and see how he’s doing

*keep looking for jobs

*get an apointment for my next photo shoot

*finish cleaning my room

*clean the snakes cage

hmm am i missing anything else?

i am going to try and get up early tomorrow to go to the gym because i work at 2.

which means in order to work out for an hour, get back, take a shower, and head to work I will need to get up by 9:00am. sigh. that way i can work from 10ish to 11ish get home by 12 and be done showering, dressing,doing my hair and makeup by 1:30 which will give me time to pack a sandwich and get to work on time! *phew*

lol ive never been a morning person so lets see if i can do it. Usually I would go to the gym AFTER work, but tomorrow all the staff at mccormick woods have to go to a mandatory meeting and that will be right after my shift. and by then it will be too late. *sigh* i sigh a lot 

as a matter of fact i think that *sigh* is in almost every single one of my diary entries! haha. any who

i work wed thurs fri and sat 😀 SO HAPPY! im finally getting more hours but i still need another job BAD. im prayin every night that someone gets back to me 😛

tomorrow im going to pick up an application for lows and then thursday im thinking home depot, but not sure. ive applied online for costco and fredy meyers, that would be nice since i love both of those stores. *shrugs*

so the other night i talked to antonio a bit. kinda surprised i did because im still hurt from our last argument. it kinda left me feeling like we could never see eye to eye on some of the most important issues. even so, I still consider him my friend and I am still interested in how he’s doing and how his career is going. I miss him.

he actually wanted to talk to me about playing a part in a movie that he is currently involved in. this film could actually be going to the sundance film festival! so pretttty major. I am really proud of him ^_^

 of course i want to play the part but the only way i see that i could is if i get to film the scenes on my way to visit kodiak in july. i only have one  more standby ticket and i cant afford to go any earlier right now. there are a few others they are looking at but I know I could do the part so well, not just because I have a lot of situations i can use to create this characters emotions, but because antonio and i have great chemistry and get along so well together! working with him would really create the most believeable performance on screen.

he said he will try and get the script e-mailed to me as soon as possible but I told him that I cannot make any promises yet as much as I want to.

🙂 that will be sweet if it works out 🙂 alrighty im off to bed