its 5 o clock in the fucking morning

and im up because i was hanging out with trevor till just a bit ago! all we did was chill and watch 50 first dates and talk. and i dunno why, but i had a good time! i pick up a really good vibe from him *shrugs* poor rachel got all dressed up and pretty for tolo tonight but when she got to vashon island, after i dropped her off to take the ferry, the transit busses werent running, so there was no way for her to get to the dance! she had to get back on the ferry and come home 🙁 oh wells! im excited to hear about debbies night! i know shes uncomfortable about talkin about boys she likes but im so curious! man school is tiring me out. i cant wait till spring break!  i really need a break :P. tomorrow im writing an essay and then i work. i guess im hanging out with trevor afterwards. man im in such a weird spot in life right now. so many things goin on at the same time! but its way better than the spot i was in before! i think ive finally stopped trying to live in the past. ^_^ sigh well im pooped so im gonna go. oh and you know what i figured out? i say "gosh dangit" and "yup yup" A LOT! lol trevor keeps making fun of me for it haha. i never realized how much i say them its funny! lol now im tryin to find something he does a lot! lol
ok im out