I know what you are baby

I woke up yesterday morning to find the ground once more covered in snow! just when i was thinking i had to get my studded tires taken off and start putting away my sweaters i get one more gift from god! THANK YOU!

so of course i wore my snow boots and snowboard jacket since it might have been the last day i get to wear them and since there was still snow on the ground today i wore them again!

i’d rather wear sweaters, mittens, coats and scarves than tank tops and shorts any day! i like being snuggy. 

On another note, I did something today that I thought I’d never do.
 
I added a britney spears song to my myspace profile! OOH YAH Okay yea pssh big deal right?  lol

 I mean I never had a problem with her.  I respect her as an artist because she’s not fake, and also because I grew up with her. "Baby one More Time " was probably the very first music video I ever saw! Well at least that I can remember. I didn’t even own a cd until the 5th grade. STILL I always would prefer to listen to other stuff over her, but every once in a while she comes along with a catchy tune that I love. A year or two ago it was "Toxic" and now iiiiittttsssss….

"Womanizer" lol

Why? Because I get treated like crap by random men all the time and so that song really spoke to me.

It’s not that they are players or cheaters or anything, but that they think more with their little head instead of their real one.

For instance. Last weekend, when I went to Moon Dogs with Katie, we went to have a couple drinks and just mingle and talk! I consider myself to be a friendly person, especially with a few drinks in me, and if I have a safe anchor with me "that time meaning katie" I feel free to dive into conversation with complete strangers! Katie seems to be the same way and soon we were chattin it up with a bunch of guys. (There was pretty much only guys there )

Now fellas, just because a girl is being nice to you and they are talking to you, DOES NOT MEAN THEY HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU! Got that?

I was talking with this one guy, Luke, who seemed pretty cool. We were having a good conversation.

So when he asked me if I wanted to hang out or grab some coffee I said "Sure why not? But only as long as you aren’t expecting anything to come of it, because I’m only here to have a good time, and just have conversation. I’m always up for making new friends though!"

and he said "Yeah yeah! I totally get that! Thats cool me too! Lets just hang out!"

I said "Really? Alright well I’m just putting that out there because I don’t want to hurt anyones feelings you know?"

Again he says "Yeah I think that’s awesome you are so honest!"

So he gave me his number and I told him I’d call him.

Buuuut by the end of the night HE TRIED KISSING ME and he was all tryin to grope my behind! I pushed him away of course.

If I am on a date or something I can understand if a guy leans in for a kiss, but someone I meet for the first time at a random place?

Why is it that men don’t seem to take women seriously ?? Okay well not ALL men , but it seems to be the same situation with me and men all the time! I tell them something loud and clear right to their face, they nod their heads in agreement and say they completely understand, and then act as if nothing I said mattered.

It’s like it goes in one ear and out the other! It’s that or they don’t take me seriously. That’s probably because they take one look at my big boobs and assume I’m most likely a bad girl or else I wouldn’t be at the bar. I am tired of being looked at as just a sexual object! I have a personality you know! And when I open my mouth I mean what I say. If I say I am not interested in starting a relationship, IM NOT. If I say I am only interested in being friends I MEAN IT. So don’t go acting like I hurt your feelings because you didn’t take me seriously. I won’t feel sorry for you.

If I liked a guy then they would know….actually that’s a lie I’m really bad at showing my feelings haha, but It should be easy for a fella to get the hint if I don’t.

For once I’d like to find someone who will listen to me, actually listen to me; and not just try to get physical with me.  Someone who will actually take the time to show me that I am worth getting to know. To show me that they are actually interested in ME.

So since I’ve been pretty fed up with men in the last year ( and this doesn’t pertain to EVERY man I have had an encounter with, so whoever is reading this doesn’t need to worry, this doesn’t include you lol ) I’ve decided to dedicate that song to all of the men who cop feels, look at my breasts instead of my eyes, and treat me like there’s not a person inside this body.

Wow, I did not expect to write so much! I just went off on a tangent didn’t I?! PHEW! Haha, okay time for bed ^_^

tee-hee! 😀 *innocent smile*

P.S

It would be great to get inside a mans mind for once, so fellas leave me some comments! Try not to hate but appreciate k? This entry is not about men in general! I have met a few very nice ones as well  ^_^  but that will be for another entry.