i guess 13 is a bad luck number….grrr

my horoscope for today!

couples love horoscope:Feel like you’re seeing your partner’s true colors for the first time and wondering if they clash with yours? It’s time to take a long, hard look at past patterns and where you want the two of you to go in the future.

teen horoscope:Forget money. You can subsist on fries and peanut butter if necessary, so throw your lot in with people who can help you achieve your dreams even if it means losing financially lucrative opportunities.

well yea, i mean there are always going to be certain things that bother you about someone, and yes there are some about trevor. one being that he’s very sensitive. he may deny it but he really is and i have to learn to be more careful about what i say, because heaven forbid if something comes out the wrong way he gets all worried and takes it as something negative.  i think its cus hes stil nervous and he likes me a lot so he still worries too much about what hes doing wrong or right or whatever, so sometimes i have to be careful not to say something that i know would make him all worrited haha, but its just frustrating because i have a hard time saying what im thinking and then he takes it the wrong way and before i can fix it he gets all worried and lol. oh well its not a big deal. i just think maybe hes trying TOO hard to be a good boyfriend.  and the other horoscope, well, i decided i really dont have dreams. sure i would enjoy being a singer or an actress, but if they were really my dreams then id be persueing them much stronger and go at it full force. i realize im a people person, and people come before anything else in my life. ive always wanted to go be a flight attendant and have the independent life, but its not my choice to make whether or not i fall in love. if i fall in love, then compromise is at hand.

i left trevor a little note on the door before i went to school today, just letting him know that i was thinking about him. i hope it made him smile.

ok ok ok. so about the bad luck….jennifer calls me up tonight to tell me that we have certain jobs to do on easter sunday, and my job is to be the easter bunny…..oh shit. i thought she was joking but she wasnt and she said it was on the schedule. oh crap. why me? why do i have to be the one sweating my ass off in a bunny suit and taking pictures with all of the little kids? sigh. at least not many people know its me so they cant come and make fun of me.  oh heck it might be fun. *sigh*