i cant help but feel the love that isnt there

todays regular horoscope!
Dig deep and keep up all your efforts on some projects that you recently started. You’ll get fresh energy and reinforcements if you really concentrate. It’ll pay off before you know it.

man, i dont have any projects but i really should get more focused on spanish. the class is moving so fast its hard to keep up!

my singles love horoscope for today:
No worries! Your recent concerns about the realm of romance melt away now. The stars are giving you a positive vibe that draws people to you, so once they’re there, explore all the options.

yea, i do have recent concerns. i was actually just about to talk about them lol. i dont need a guy. im not the kind of person who needs people really, except for one person. i made the mistake of gettin myself to where i needed him haha but that was then and this is now, and i dont want to get to where i need someone again. that puts me in a vulnerable situation! Lately i am lonely though. when i watch romantic movies i wish someone was next to me to watch it with me, and sometimes i long for the feeling of touch. just someone to be there to hold me and make me feel like im floating. i am happy, dont get me wrong, i love my life, but it would be even better if i was REALLY happy.i mean , having something to be excited about or to really look forward to. or i should just say someone. it would really be nice to have someone i could look forward to seeing every day. someone who can again make me smile at just the thought of them ^_^ sometimes i wonder if im unloveable. i just wonder about the reasons why im not someones type for some reason. i know that the best guy for me is the guy who likes me for who i am, but i still wonder what a guy doesnt like me if he ends up walking. i just seem to be this girl who only attracts guys that arent my type. where is that fun, outgoing, handsome, goal setting, driven guy of mine? i know ill find him, but for now, im just sad. i just cant help feeling the love that isnt there.