I Actually Met Someone….
My Horoscope For Today: Capricorn
Monday, April 17th teen horoscope
Don’t feel dorky for asking how that guy or girl you care about is feeling. You have to be honest and open up — otherwise, how else are you going to find out what they’re thinking?
if someone really wants me to know what they are feeling and thinking, they would tell me, i shouldnt have to ask. If a person cant tell me how they feel, then i assume its not that important to them for me to know. first of all i have to say, im not being selfish, im single, and im not committed to anyone right now. Everyone knows that. I never expected this new person to happen, but it did, and im going to see where it leads.
Ok….well lots of things are goin on in my life right now, and im in a really tough situation thats been causing me sleepless nights and an aching heart. My mind is going crazy. Im thinking, maybe its time to let go of the past (but i will never completely let go)and take a chance in having a serious relationship. this new person is so great that i know if i pass them up then i might not find another guy like him here in washington,ever, or for a loong long time. I shouldn’t pass this new guy up because if i did and kept waiting for someone else im not even sure will ever be with me, then theres a possibility that the person ive been waiting for will also meet a great new person like i did, and then id have nobody. Its time to take this new opportunity, i cant put my life on hold, passing up every guy, waiting for something that im not even sure will ever happen. I want a relationship, im ready for one, and this guy i met is ready too, but of course im taking things really really slow and getting to know him right now. I dont even know if ill end up going out with him, i guess my decisions will depend on whatever happens in the next few months, i dont know. It all depends on how i feel, and when this war between my heart and mind ends. ne ways i will be writing private entrys from now on. This diary doesnt allow me to reveal my real thoughts on things and im not able to be personable when i know people i know are reading this. So this is my last public entry. well, maybe not my last, once i a while there will probably be an entry or two thats public. well, i have to go to bed now. goodnight.
hannah *sigh*