fuck

that last diary entry was supposed to be private…..either way thanks for those who read it and left comments…..eck. I feel terrible now because i dont like writing about other people in here unless they are good things. i mean if i have anything negative to say about anyone, its rude to post that so everyone can see. but dont worry if i have any problems with anyone they will know so dont freak out now thinkin "omg did she write something about me?" lol

sigh. today is another day and my mind is clearer than ever. i know what i want, i know what my passion is, and i know what my priorities are. its time to face the facts and get out of whatever little fantasies im having.