darn opendiary!

sdkfa;sdlkfja;lsdkfj grr! gosh darn opendiary! i wish they would just let you post a larger picture because you have to keep making your picture smaller and smaller and smaller and DAMN SMALLER UNTIL IT FINALLY ACCEPTS IT! and grr! now it looks like shit! it works for some pictures but not for ones i want it to work for! grr! any who ugh. ill fix it later.

so i went over to thomas’s house the other night (my photographer) to make comp cards! it was totally fun and i definitely got some good cards out of the pictures i chose! and then we looked at pictures of some of the playboy models he shoots and made fun of the ones that had really ugly boob jobs and pretty much butchered themselves. any who i am really happy with the outcome of my photos so far! here is one of the latest of my faves that i have been trying to get to be my new opendiary photo!

i swear, every time i have a birthday something about my face changes! does anyone ever feel that same way?
i guess im just turning into a woman. hence my diary title "rose in bloom" at least i look 18 now instead of 16 or 15. i wont look my age until im 27 or so. lol my best friend megan makes fun of me for how young i look, but she looks even younger so i just tell her that if i look 16 then she looks 12. haha i love her. any who nothing too exciting. my job finally called me in for work FINALLY! there has been no bookings this month at all so far so i have been working for my parents for money. i hate having to depend on people, but thats how it is when you are a poor student paying for a good education in the world and have only time for a part time job. sigh. but hey its smart to do things the old fashion way! so many kids are wanting to move out so fast that they dont even realize how unprepared they are! and then they have to give up school because of all the bills that they have to pay! in the end they move back in with their parents once , twice , or even more times than that before they are really steady to be out on their own. and that will not be me no siree! ok well i smell food so im done. im hungry!
hannah

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i wonder what i will think when i look back at this when im 50. DAMN I MISS THAT BODY! lol everyone says im going to get fat because of the way i eat. seriously, i eat so much crap….maybe ill stay skinny but get diabetese or something…..