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my reg horoscope for today: Is friendship really all there is between you and that certain someone you’ve known for what seems like forever? If you’re not sure, investigating the options now wouldn’t be a bad idea.

haha yea, we became friends, we were more than friends, then he decided to end it and so we became friends again! so yea we’re  friends.

so yea yesterday my orthadontist decided to pay the movie theater to let all of his patients in early to see the new harry potter movie before anyone else in the u.s! the real showing would be at midnight but we got to see it at 6:30!  there was free pizza and cookies too and contest drawings! i didnt win anything though but oh wells ^_^ it was fun! adriel called me too so i was really happy cus i never hear from him anymore so i dont really know him as well as the people around him and i dont know as much about whats goin on with him. any who i just get this feeling whenever hes sad or somethin cus i have a connection with him and i dunno how but i just know when hes not happy, and lately ive been getting that vibe. hes even told me a few times that he thought he was feeling depressed but then suddenly he would say that he was feeling better! hes so confusing. i just wish there was something i could help him with but im sure if he wanted help or advice he would talk to me about whatever was bothering him. i just hope he feels better soon! hmm i called tyler the other day and he actually talked! he didnt talk much when i first hung out with him but when i called him on the phone i got to know him better. he talked about how he was where he used to live and how he was so nervous to actually ask to hang out with me. we even joked a little about canada (thats where he was at the time doing gigs with his jazzline group) and stuff so yea. we might hang out sunday but i dont know. sigh. it will be a long time till im able to really have feelings for someone but at least i’ve finally stopped being a pussy and started hanging out with guys instead of pushing them away or coming up with an excuse. im just pushing away the chance that maybe i will find someone ^_^ even if i do im not stayin in port orchard forever. im leaving soon so i dont think a serious relationship would do right now lol. well any who megans packin up and im sad but glad at the same time that shes goin to be happier being with her mom ^_^. it will be weird with her not being around! chris just called me telling me about the shitty people he works with. he said there are some guys on his same level that are older than him that try to boss him around and make him feel like he doenst know what hes doin when he actually does! i know cus my boss tells me how to make a drink sometimes when i already know how to make it and it frustrates me. but ya. well im gonna go now. lata
Hanny