cant think of anything interesting to put here

this morning I went to work to start on the set for the rotary crab auction this saturday. which im not really looking forward to, but at least i get a double shift, and i need the money. sigh. after work i went home took a shower, and headed over to gig harbor to check out the latest sample sale! I can always find at least one thing I like. Sorta a hit and miss place. you really gotta dig through to find things. anyway i found a really cute ny yankees hat and a tank top! oh and a scarf. so that was cool.

it was really sunny and beautiful outside today so when i got home i went kiyacking! i thought id enjoy it more if someone was with me, but after i set out, i realized i was glad that I was alone. the water was so calm, it was like glass, and there wasn’t a sound except for maybe a car passing now and then , and the chirping of birds. i was the only boat on the lake, gliding swiftly through the water.

Every so often I would stop and let the boat glide on its own and close my eyes. it was so peaceful, which made it easy to collect my thoughts. at times like these i feel almost at one with the earth, and i feel closer to god. thats what I did today, spend some time with god ^_^ it was nice. I need to do this more often, take the time out of my busy life, and get out of my busy head and just ….be.

lol i cant really explain it. I realize though that when im out appreciating gods creation. sitting on the edge of a cliff above the ocean with the wind in my hair, walking through a damp dark forest with streams of sunlight breaking through the dense greenery.  having picnics in large fields of flowers, or running across the beach barefoot! haha. yea good times ^_^

one moment ill never forget was when i was laying out in my backyard a few years back, with (at the time) the person i was in love with . it was around 5am and we were just staring at the sky, talking, when all of a sudden, right before our eyes a beautiful fiery comet streamed across the sky! it probably lasted about 5 seconds, then bursted and dissappeared. i looked at him and said, did you see that?

of course he did! how could he have not? and i remember thinking that at that moment, i felt that god had given that to us as a gift. i stayed out late many a night afterwards to see if it would happen again, but it never did.

well its almost time for bed. goodnight diary!