Empty Spaces

Monday, 1:07 am
Listening to: "I Know" by Placebo, "The Little Things Give You Away" by Linkin Park

I’m in the mood to put on a really depressing movie (like "Stay"). Just in a bummed out mood. Why do I only write in here when I’m bummed?

I guess, for the most part, I’m just tired. I don’t have a day off until Thursday. I hate working six days in a row. My back & heels are already screaming at me. I’m feeling easily annoyed about how stupid & inconsiderate most people are. Sadly, my job is to deal w/people like this so.. yeah.. it’s going to be a long three days.

I’ve been in this sort of hide-out mood the past couple of days. When I get done w/work, I just kind of go off away from everyone & do my own thing. I miss people but try not to think about it b/c it makes me feel… unwanted?

I did a ton of cleaning on Friday to keep my mind busy. Had a shitty-ass migraine for over 48 hours. Went to work w/it anyway.

I’ve been thinking about posting pictures of my hemp stuff on deviantart. I’ve sort of been lacking the motivation to re-take some of the pictures of the older stuff & the new stuff… & to post them. Been lacking the motivation to write much needed emails too. Haven’t sent Shan’s stuff to her yet either. I’m just feeling so exhausted…

Think I’ll go to bed early tonight if my insomnia allows.