Cipher #1 Breakdown

Since SOMEBODY was fooledizzle. It seems that my thing in fact did do it correctly though it changed some of the code involved…so it deciphered the encrypted message with absolutely not hangups. Anyway, here it is in english. Don’t mind the gaps, those are just side-effects.

maybe you misunderstood
me, jacinta. i wasn’t a
sking to return to roman
ce at all, but rather to
keep doing what i’m doi
ng. it’s important for m
e to support you, very i
mportant i believe. the
more and more i think ab
out it, the more and mor
e i realize this means s
omething, maybe it means
a helluva lot too. ther
e’s a reason i feel this
way about you and not a
bout someone else. there
‘s a reason i still feel
even more strongly abou
t you now. i’m pretty mu
ch off on my own but you
still mean so much to m
e it’s unreal. what i me
ant by our perfection wa
sn’t the relationship bu
t rather some of the asp
ects of it. the relation
ship was hardly perfect.
however, we were. part
s of it shone through so
powerfully and still do
. thus it’s very very im
portant to me to keep su
pporting that and to kee
p supporting you. i was
thinking about asking yo
u if what you said was t
rue. about bemidji. abou
t when you were sick and
what you felt/heard/saw
. but thinking more deep
ly, i feel i don’t have
to. because i believe yo
u and it reflects in me
and how i’m naturally se
t up. i believe you, too
about how you feel you’
re here to do something
big. i believe you, i be
lieve you. i can see it
when i close my eyes and
think about you. you’re
something special. i be
live in you, jacinta. th
en looking back at mysel
f, i try to remember wha
t i was and where i was.
and you know what? it al
l rings the same. at hea
rt i wanted to take care
of you and hold you up,
even though i wasn’t alw
ays that effective at th
at. we all have a place
in the world, maybe mine
is to help you along an
d do what i naturally wa
nt to with you….hold y
ou up high and keep you
safe. i don’t need to be
a romantic partner to d
o that so that’s really
not on my mind so much a
nymore. yeah, i’d like t
hat, but it’s not a prio
rity, albeit you still a
re. that’s what i meant
by unity…how we unite tog
ether and what it means
and reflects on me and w
hat i’m supposed to be d
oing on a personal level
. a person without unity
is like a person who ha
s a left but not a right
. remember that our left
side is the part of us
that corresponds to our
wishes to receive and ou
r right corresponds to w
ishes to give. so being
occupied with oneself ra
ther than a great deal o
n unity will result in a
friendless person, relu
ctant to communicate wit
h his friends and thus t
hey won’t have friendshi
ps based on mutual givin
g, helping and listening
to each another…and thus
lack of unity and lack
of real purpose. by cons
ciously pushing to move
more towards unity and a
way from self you can fi
nd the balance and then
move in sync with the wo
rld and also, have the w
orld move in sync with u
s.. by that we could re
gain the desired perfect
ion – both right and lef
t in harmony. so to me i
t seems silly to not tak
e into account that life
is nothing less than a
collection of unities an
d a collection of things
pooled together…yes each
individual matters and
has to do their own job
but the unity around the
m shows them what their
job is and what they sho
uld be doing. thus unity
isn’t so much about ’us
‘ but more about ’you’ a
nd ’me’ and us fufilling
our own roles as far as
what we naturally do ov
er and over again, if it
‘s like the reincarnatio
n theory, or fufilling o
ur roles if it’s somethi
ng far more special than
that, like a sort of su
pernatural pushing for t
his thing. either way, t
o me it’s important for y
ou to know i’ll do what i
t takes when it comes dow
n to it. i’ll drop girls
, i’ll drop school, i’ll
drop my job, just let m
e know if you ever need t
hat much. if you need le
ss, that’s cool too. hon
estly i’d prefer to not m
ess up what i have going
on with myself, but i’m
just saying i’ll go the
distance if you need me
to. the more and more i
think of this the more a
nd more i’m sure that th
is is something special
beyond the normal scope
of things and that i sho
uld heed it. you’re not
alone, jacinta. don’t f
orget. whether or not we
‘re meant to date and ge
t married…i really don
‘t know. yeah, i have u
rges in that direction a
s well. a lot of them ac
tually, haha, but that’
s mostly because i reall
y really like ya. you kn
ow this, that’s nothing
new. so if it turns out
that way that’d be nice,
but it’s not so much th
e aim anymore. perhaps i
was confused before. i
don’t know. either way,
what matters is that i’
m going to be there for
you no matter what. you
can count on me, milady
. your cavalier – angel