Blog #84

Today so far has been really nice. The weekends are always kinda killer. I’ll talk more about that in the next one, though. This one’s for blogging. ;d

Lemme see….I got up feeling really, really down. I wrote that last entry, got dressed, heckled Bill to get moving (he was slow today) and then we walked to school. It was good to talk to him some more, he makes me laugh and whatnot. Good guy. Then I got a sandwich and the paper from the gas station. The sandwich was actually REALLY REALLY good…it was nice. I got to help someone out who has a buck short of gas money, too. Good way to start the day dontcha know.

Got to school, had a short lookover the quiz. I was really, really worried about it, but I got a 90% even. Yay for me. Much better…I was worried I might get below 80, but apparently I knew it better than I thought I did. I was probably just second-guessing myself too much.

Then we took a break, I just chilled for the first part, noted that the guy who threatened me earlier doesn’t seem to have friends at all…he always stands alone and he doesn’t really talk to anyone except, sometimes, Mike. Mike goes out of his way to talk to everyone, though, so Mike doesn’t really count. So maybe I understand Jon more than he thinks. I used to be just like that, too. Always flipping out if someone disagrees with me, regardless of whether or not they were right (and I was right). I wouldn’t have threatened someone so strongly, though….but I understand the mentality. He believes in himself more powerfully than he should, thinks he knows more than he does. I feel bad for him. That’s a bad place to be, I still remember what it’s like to be there. I’m not as angry with him or the situation that happened with him anymore…it’s not a big deal anyway. Things happen. Can’t let them bring you down forever.

We did more class, it was fine, we went back out on another break and we played hacky sack with a lil package of peeps. Yes, the marshmellow peeps. Then the package broke and we hacked an increasingly rock/dirt/cigarette/etc laden peep. For about a half an hour, the entire time of that break, we hacked a goddamn peep. It was amazingly fun, too. Everyone was freaknig out that we, oh no, were actually hacking a marshmellow. When it broke, we did some ‘soldering’ on it and used our lighters to melt it back together. Wewt. Don’t say we didn’t learn anything from Audiotronics, lol. It was very, very fun.

I dunno, all in all it’s been a good day. It’s days like this that reminds me not to let myself ever stay down. I mean, why should I? I can see God in days like this and I can feel the goodness, too. That’s what life’s about. It’s not about feeling bad all the time. I can’t let things hold me down.