Blog #572

Another day slept away into the night. 

I’ve mostly discarded the idea I was talking about earlier, the one about top/bottom type relationships. It was an intriguing idea, one that really caught me. It isn’t me, though, and it doesn’t truly capture my desires either. If I ever do jump into that realm, it’ll be as play and nothing else. It ultimately doesn’t appeal to me and I think my fascination with it stemmed mostly from it was a new way of thinking to me and that always excites me at least a little bit. 

I’ve been sick. If I don’t get better by Monday I’m going to call the doctor. I’m half hoping it’s cancer but eh. It’ll probably be something common and boring like gall stones. Le sigh. 

I’ve been doing a bit of thinking. I want to write something else but I keep getting stopped before I start. Hmm….