Blog #31

I did a handful of stupid things last night and today I’m paying for some of them. Probably the dumbest of them was staying up even though I really needed to NOT do that. I’m going to be so incredibly tired today….it’s just not gonna be cool. I’m actually kinda tempted to just not go to class today but I’m not going to be like that. I did something stupid so now I’m paying for it, that’s all. It wouldn’t be right of me to just do stupid things and then like….not do anything for them. So yeah. I’m going. One of the other things was, after threatening it (in good humour of course), writing “I <3 Jacinta" with butterflies and random hearts and even a "yay" in permanent marker across the chest. I thought it was an awesome I <3 you but she said I really messed it up. That makes me sad. :[ Usually permanent marker starts tof ully disappear a good week from when you first put it on (at least in my experiences) but I think they must have made it even more human-proof. I went to complete my first scrub-session and I think that, if I had tried harder, I could've gotten it out about 75% today. Possibly 90% if I wanted to make myself all red. I didn't, though. I was 35-50% and that was enough for me. The next bathtime it'll be damn near gone. Speaking of her, I've had some interesting talks with her lately. Hrm. I should write them down. But I can't now, not enough time. Not to mention I'm not all that lucid. I need to keep attentions where it's needed most; on class. Heh, I know myself well enough to know that I can still learn if I just zone on the material so I just gotta keep myself focused on that. In some ways I'm looking forward to it. Learning is gonna be a TASK today. I like tough things. :] At any rate, it's rate I need to start getting ready because otherwise I'll be late in this slow-moving state of being. Love ya, I'm out.