Blog #17

More thought today, this time not just about the persistance of memory but also about theoretic mathematics. I realized, considering the issue more and more, that just feeling though this is just going to cause distortion. There needs to be a logical explanation for everything…that means logic. That means math. I’ve taken some logic but not nearly enough, I realized. Not to mention my background is very weak for the things I’m going to attempt to start examining. So today I realized that I’m going to need to look up a school for this, a school to gain an edge in the realm of math. See, there’s no point in my developing my own theories (though I’m sure I could develop them if given time) if they’re already in place. Why waste time building new structures and seeing new patterns when the organizations of patterns are already there? I can just build off the ones already existing. And thus, I need to go back to school. Tentatively I’m considering Cambridge and MIT for target schools if I really need to go to school for mathematics. See, the problem with all of this isn’t that I don’t know my math; I’ve taken math all the way up to early calculus, but that I just lack depth. I need more than calculus; I feel at this point that I need to delve much deeper into heavy physics as well as into theoretic math. Theoretic math approaches the sorts of things I’ve been considering far more than anything else, so perhaps I need to work my way up to there and then start pushing for new constructs and new forms. Physics as well because that explains Malkuth better than all the rest and everything about the world is logical mathematically, albeit extremely complex. I feel that, in time, we could explain a person completely (as well as the everything in the world and then possibly branching out into the very nature and makeup of absolutely everything beyond the physical level) assuming we discover ways of measuring and tracking (and manipulating) those aspects. It’s an astronomically huge amount of work, but I don’t really care; I doubt I’ll ever finish it in this lifetime. That’s not the point though, because then either I’ll reincarnate as myself and naturally come back to this, or someone made up of my own sort of essence will come along and naturally come to it, or someone from a different yet similar essence will come to it and eventually it’ll get finished. So it doesn’t matter if it’s finished within this time period because it eventually will be, given time. So at any rate, I’m looking into MIT now…they actually have a VERY interesting source on their site:

http://ocw.mit.edu/OcwWeb/Mathematics/index.htm

I’m going to start delving into it and figuring things out. Soon, soon. I just need more background and more experience in the field so I can begin to facilitate other ventures.

It seems like there’s a good potential for me to be in school a long, long time.