#134

I’m proud of myself and my devotion lately. I was very shaky at one point, not as devoted as I should have been, but now that’s not the question. I’ve been good at keeping focused and keeping my eyes on the things that matter most. I was thinking this as I knelt underneath the spray of water in the shower today. I felt a surge of sorts…I really am doing it. I’m doing well, I’m being what I want to be:

Though my certainty wavers from time to time, my devotion is never in question. Never. Ardour…devotion…forgiving…and trying as best I can. I’m just that. Maybe I’ll lose my way in the future, maybe this is just a transient place in time, but for now…at least for now this is exactly what I embody.