To Mike

Hey Gee Money. I hope where ever you are you are having a good time, because when I catch up to you your due one ass beating. I miss you lil brother I miss you more then anything in this world. The hardest times are when I go to bed and when I wake up again. Going because I dont have anything to distract me and waking up because I relize this is not a nightmare.

Going ons: Dad wants to blow an extra 500 on Mikey for christmas. The kid will have a good one even if it kills him :P. Mom and Jess are makeing diaries like this one. I think they just want to read mine to see what I might do next… Mike Novy wrote me an email wanting to know how to donate to mikey and if I want to talk hes willing to listen. I rember you not liking him so much but he was a decent guy. Some of the people around here want to donate to mikey too. One girl, Mary, cried so hard this morning I had to hold her up with a hug :(… I guess I let it slip on how much you mean to me kido and my pain is spreading like a virus… I am so sry mike I want to be stronger for everyone but your death had hurt me down to the core. I will do my best for them I swear but its so hard sometimes not to just curl up and cry while yelling owwwww.. Im sry for not helping fix your teeth Im sry not helping more with the Kia brother I am just sry your gone.

Well kid I guess I can just keep going on this vain all night long but I got to get back to work. I love you so much lil brother. Rest and wait for me.

All my Love

Bill

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"Bare is the back without brother to guard it."