To Mike

Hey Bro. it has been almost  8 full days since you left us. I know it does not sound like a long time but this has been the longest we have gone without talking to each other. Even when I went away to school we always got to talk once a week.

There is not alot to report since I last wrote. The RAMS lost ya i know big suprise :P, but MO. U. also lost. Dad said you both thought that would happen but was hopeing for a better show then we got. Speacking of Dad man is he pissed at you, You broke that promise not to drive and he is not happy. Truth be told I am kind of mad at you too and even thou anger is easier then grief I am just not ready to give into the anger.

Funny things that has happend: 1) Amy and Jess gave me some PMs and put me to bed. I woke up with no pants on and them looking down at me!!! 2) Mikey turned the TV to a football game durning cartoons to check the score just like daddy used too – ya that was funny but led to tears to. 3) Mikey said that because he was acting just like you, my brother, that therefore we where like brothers too – ya more tears 😛

The pain is no less lil brother but I am able to go a lil longer between breack downs. I guess as time goes by I will be able to avoid the breack downs but I dont think the pain will ever leave me kiddo. Amy found a nice lil christmas tree for you. It was mom’s when she taught so you have most likely seen it before. Amy also added so more stuff to it to make it look nice and pretty for you. Sry brother I wish I could do more for you and I know you would think me nuts for doing it but hey you lost your vote :p…

Its shapeing up to be a  good christmas for mikey. He will get everything on his list plus some. We will have to be careful with him. It will be hard to say no to him for awhile and we dont want him getting a big head. 🙂 Well kido I think that is all for now. I will write more later.

All my love

Bill

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"Bare is the back without brother to guard it."