To Mike

Hola bro,
         Ummm I am sorry for only staying for a half hour this morning. You have no ideal how had it is to be there and how hard it is to leave. Its kind of fucked up bro. Maybe as time goes on I will be able to stay longer but for now please forgiv emy weakness. We did get to see a pretty sunrise together thou. It was very colorful and peaceful. You have a great view of the sunrise where you are at. I was going to look for aunt Irene while I was out there today but after I got back into the car I reliazed I was freezeing 🙂

Ahh shit lil brother I miss you so much. I know I know its like I am a broken record but its true brother. I never thought there would be a world where we where not going to be together. Now with you gone my whole world is so out of wack out of balance I just dont know kido I just dont know. I am tired so tired. If I dont keep my mind going 100 miles an hour the pain comes smacking back into me like a mack truck. Some times I get so mad at you for leaving me Mike. I am sorry for that but its so hard to not be you know… Its so hard to explain lil brother. Just know I love you so much and I cannt wait to the day that I get to see you again.

All my love

Billy

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"Bare is the back without brother to guard it."