To Mike

Hey Gee,
           Im sorry. I missed writen you a letter for the 18th by 2 minutes or so, but damn I was busy tonight as soon as I walked into the door. We had redo liver transplant. I was so busy I had to call in the on-call person to back me up. Before he got here I gave out 11 red cells, 11 ffp, 5 plts and 4 cryo. That was all in a time frame of 1 1/2 hours to 2 hours. I know Im a puss for needing help ;p But check this shit out. As soon as the call guy got here the OR calls and says its cool we got it under contol we dont need no more product for now WTF!!!!!! I think there is something out there that does not like me brother. That is the first time since I started here almost 10 years ago that I needed the on call person to come in and what happens. THAT…. FUCK YOU WORLD!!!

Again sorry for being late lil bro. But you worked in the field and I am sure you understand what kind of spot I was in. Nothen much to report since yesterday. Dad had a bad day yesterday. He took a pill and slept for like 11 hours and sounded much better today, but he was a lil mad at mom for not waking him up for his shot. Frankly the way he was I would have not wanted to wake him up either. Sometimes the only good med. is sleep. Jess went to some lesbian toy party that was supposed to last all night but she skiped out and came home. I dont know maybe someone tried to play with her butt or something ;0… I miss you lil brother I miss you so much and I know that is not news to you but I have to keep saying it. I admitted to Amy this morning that a part of me wants to die and join you so much. She said she already knew, but so far the side that wants to live is wining. If it was not for the family I would be dead by now brother. Of that I have no doubt… Dream a good dream for us brother we need it 🙂

All my love

Billy

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"Bare is the back without brother to guard it."