To Mike.

Hey Lil bro,
             Your Death Certs., came in the mail yesterday. God I thought I would never be saying that about you. Final cause of death was blunt force trama to the head. You had the accident at 0720 and was pronounced dead at 0734 all on 11/30/08. My brother my dear beloved brother dead at 30. Its been almost 7 full weeks and it still does not seem real to me kido. Oh man how much I miss you I can not even put it into words brother. I feel so dead inside. I dreamed about you tonight. Only the 3rd time I can rember dreaming about you since you died. I was angery about something I dont know what, but I was letting the world know I was and that everyone should get the FUCK out of my way. Then I was at a camp fire. Just sitting there steaming and watching the flames. You walked up on the other side of the fire and smiled at me saying "Hi". I knew you where there to cool me down. I just smiled back not saying a word as you sat down next to me and we just stared at the fire. Just enjoying being together not saying anything and not needing too either. Oh man lil brother if it was not for the family and what it would do to them I would join you. Dieing is easy but this fucking living is for the birds.

Ok what you have been waiting for. The first of the last 10 episodes of BSG. Starbuck finds the source of the beagan that lead them to earth. It was the remains of her viper. Yes the viper that blew up on that gas gaint had crashed across the surface of earth. She also finds a blond haired baddly decomposed body that has her dog tags and wedding ring on.. As she puts it "If that is me laying there dead. What the frack am I??" Weird right?? Turns out Earth was a Cylon colony. I know also kind of fucked up. They figured 2000 years ago there was a colony of skin jobs and reg. metal heads living on the surface when there was a nuclear war. Another fucked up thing the final 4 where alive at that time also. The chief was able to find the spot he died at. Then Tie walks off into the serf remembering where he lived all those years ago and with a flash back we find out who the final cylon is. I dont like this part so much but hey I am not the writers. The final cylon is Ties wife. The one he killed on new caperca for fracking cylons and working with them. In the flash back she is buried under some stuff and says to Tie "Its ok everything is in place and we will be reborn." Begs to question why where the other types of skin jobs on that earth also not reborn, and if they all died 2000 years ago 1) how did the first 7 know of them if they where reborn on the human worlds and 2) who turmed them on??? Last big shocking thing that happened is Dualla, black woman with pretty eyes that married Apollo, is seen as just being crushed by the whole thing, but then looks like she got over it. Smiles and plays with a baby then goes out and has a nice night with Apollo, as one guy says "shes just glowing". She gets back to her room pulls out a gun and blows her brains out while humming a nice lil tune to herself. FUCKED UP BRO… I think that about covers it all.

I love you brother and dont worry about me I will stick it out here. If nothen else I have too for Mikey. He is the next generation and I need to make sure that  the Landon name will go on. I love you Mike. Rest well lil brother.

All my love

Billy

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"Bare is the back without brother to guard it."

 

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January 17, 2009

I’m still not entirely convinced that Tigh’s wife the 5th one just because she would be a really lame choice. I think its got to be Starbuck. I’m probably wrong but that wouldn’t be the first time. ♥

January 17, 2009

Man, that must have been hard getting the death certificates. I hope that, by writing in your diary, it’s helping you feel even a little better.

January 18, 2009