To Mike

Hola Mi Amigo,
                    Man it got cold here fast. I am surpirsed my weather mini has not froze his lil nuts off. Ah man I had a bad night last night. I dont know what it was maybe a show I was watching on near death exps. This one lady said she felt like she was being held by someone and saw her life plus things that had not happened yet. She felt warm and happy and all those good fuzzy feelings. I just kep thinking was that what Mike felt? Was Mike laying their and happy?? God I hope so. I know I know you died very quickly and most likely didnt have time to have anything happen like a near death exp. but if you did its nice to think it was nice right? Today I just stud there holding her Dragon Ball Z shirt and just screamed dude. I mean the fucking dogs jumped and howled with me..

I miss you so much Michael. I miss being a brother. I miss haveing a friend. I miss everything brother I miss everything!… Umm Mikey is playing basketball again this year. Its ton of fun to watch ;P, but hey the lil shit enjoys it and that is all that counts. He cost me 30 dollars with  his report card. Yup 6 As and 8 Bs on it. Can not complain about that can we? Hes going to be smarter then all of us when he gets some years on him. Hes such a good boy brother, dont worry about him kido I will make sure hes taken care of. At the very least I will do my very best brother I promise. I just wish I liked video games more because of course that was yours and his thing, and dude I am just not a gamer. At least not like that. I will do my best thou.

I dont think there is anything else to cover tonight brother. Just know I miss and love very much brother. Dream a good dream for us brother.

All my Love

Billy

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"Bare is the back without brother to guard it."