To Mike

Hello Lil Bro,
                    Its getting cold around here and will be getting colder. The low for thursday is supposed to be neg 1 yep thats right neg 1. I finished my first CE lecture. You know what I hate? When after listening to some dry shit for over a hour the damn speacker goes "But this is rare and will most likely never matter." THEN WHY WASTE MY FUCKING TIME TELLING ME ABOUT IT???? All well the things we do to make a buck huh bro. There is a girl selling  off her virginity. She came to this decision because he sister was able to pay for her schooling after only 3 weeks of whoreing. They say the bidding is up to almost 4 million dollars. I think if I was going to spend that much cash I would spend it on a gal that really knew what she was doing..lol

I have been thinking about that tattoo more and more here lately. I was thinking I would keep the quote bare is the back and all that plus maybe a yin and yang of some type to go with it. I was also thinking enstead of the yin and yang maybe a tomb stone with your name and the dates of your birth and death. You know a way to keep you on my back watching over me back there.. I dont know if I will ever get those or not its just a way to keep my mind moving. I keep going back and forth between sleeping all the time or not sleeping at all. It used to be if you asked me what I was thinking I would tell you about a dozen different things that was jumping thru my mind in that last minute before you asked me. Now dude its like nothen is going on up there. Im a blank my mind feels like its going thru a fog. I am just not curous or careing about anything. I feel half dead with you gone brother, and the other half is just breathing not living. I dont know what I am saying I dont have the words or the correct spirit to get it across to anyone else. Includeing myself.

Oh hey almost forgot to tell you Amy finally told me NO about buying something. The scifi channel is auctioning off battlestar props and one of them is a full size Viper. Amy told me not only no but fuck no :p.. All well my poor old car would just get jelous if she saw me sitting in a viper and making shooting noises with my mouth… I love you brother so much. I can safely say I dont fear death and part of me cannt wait to see what awaits me because I know if anything does you will be there waiting for me 🙂 Dream a good dream lil brother

All My Love

Billy

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"Bare is the back without brother to guard it."