To Mike

Hey lil brother,
                        Sorry for the bad visit. When ever I stand over you like that its really hard to keep in one piece 🙂 I went by the grave stone place. Its 600 for a single and 900 if jess wants to get a double. Thats for the gray its more if you want the red or black stone. Thats also for flat stone. I did not ask about the stand up stone because I know you would not want anything to fancy or anything. I hope you dont mind me leaveing the christmas tree for another 2 weeks. I know we usually took it down after new years but I just wanted well to tell the truth I dont know what I want I just could not take it down just yet.

Oh man I am tired. It being my first down off I wanted to try and sleep thru the night so i did not get much sleep today. It was a slow night at work so I watched Underworld 1 and 2 on Justin.tv… On guy was running Silverhawks but since amy got me the frist season on Dvd and there was no sounds I just stayed with Underworld. We droped amy’s car off to get fixed. Who knows how much that will cost but you know its never cheap..

I miss you brother. I just wish things where different. I wish I could pick up the phone and ask you questions or answer yours. I just wish I could hug you again or rub your head 🙂 I just wish this pain would go away. I just wish I could believe or know that someday I will see you again. You know me brother I was never a man of faith. Rember warning that nun off when we where in the hospital. Dont go in there sister you are not going to do him or yourself any good in there..lol.. Now I wish I was. Maybe it would be easier now, but I doubt it. I miss you and love you so much Mike… Dream a good dream for us..

All my love

Billy

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"Bare is the back without brother to guard it."