To Mike

Hey lil bro,
               Dad is haveing a bad night. The guy that is makeing the cross for your crash site gave it to him tonight. Hes takeing your loss very hard kido. Mom lost it talking to him about it. Amy lost it this morning when a friend gave her a donut. Rember when she was in the hospital and you snuck her that donut when she was not supposed to be eating solid food yet?? lol.. Well she did and when she pulled out the same kind of donut you snuck her she just lost it and freacked out her friend.. I keep wanting to say sorry to you. Sorry I did not spend more on the furneral sorry I did not help you more with money sorry for going to bed early that last night leaveing you up alone. I will always hate myself for passing up those last few hours we could have spent together brother. I am so sorry.

Ummm oh hey Mikey is signed up for basketball again this year. The guy said just send in a check even thou the cut off time had already passed for being signed up. Dont tell him but watching a bunch of 7 and 8 year olds play basketball is a bit borning. Sorry but its true 😛  In about 9 hours I should be up there to visit. I will take down the christmas tree when I get there. I will also put it up for you next year. Dont worry if its in bad shape I will pick up a new one for next year. I will not let you go without a christmas tree while I am around lil brother..

I was going to pick up some of those 80s cartoon t-shirts for you for your birthday friday, but now I guess I dont have too now. I loved buying you those because I wanted to be able to wear them but they dont make them in my size. I am sorry for all the troubles you had growing up with a fat brother… I know all the shit you took on because of the other kids teasing me. I am sorry for that brother. You where a good man and a good brother i just wish I could have been better for you while you where around. Dream a good dream for us that are still here.

All my love

Billy

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"Bare is the back without brother to guard it."