To Mike

Hey Lil Brother,
                            I really miss asking you how your doing… Well its been a month and 1 days since you left us. I cannt say its getting better but the pain is less acute. Expect its more like hitting a wall when you least expect it… I dont know man I dont have the words for this shit. Just take it on faith I miss you ALOT and the pain is still there.

Well Amy and I spent the day with Mikey. We went to the mall and spent the rest of his Christmas money. He got the dark knight dvd.. We also spent some of our christmas money. Mikey got a sword 😛 and amy bought some candles. I bought myself from ebooks last knight with the gift card you got me. So thank you very much lil brother. Mikey also got to go on a two story marry go around.. He seemed to enjoy that alot.

There is not alot going on around here. People just seem to keep going with very lil in the way of joy. I did get some good sleep last night and thank you for the visit. At first I did not know it was you because you where being so quite. Then it hit me that was you watching us. It was the week after your accident and we where all dealing with all the stuff you have to deal with and I kept seeing a person there in the back ground keeping quite but always watching. And it was pissing me off untill I got a good look and I saw it was you.. DId you watch over us then or was it just a dream??? When I relized it was you and I ran up to you to talk I woke up… God Damnit why did I have to wake up??? I just wanted to hug you and tell you I love you… I miss you so much brother. Oh god how I miss you…  Oh I got that book on my kindle so it will be easy to read to you on the days im there with you. Until next time lil brother

All my love

Billy

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"Bare is the back without brother to guard it."