To Mike

Hey Kido
               Amy and I are back home. Mikey wants me to sell all my stuff and move in with them. I told him I could not it just would not work out like he thinks. We talked a lil bit. not about anything really just talking back and forth. Im trying out the mouse and keyboard you bought amy. Mouse is super senceative compared with the old one. Not a bad thing just something I will have to get used too, but I really love the key board its very smooth…

Something really weird happened. I am watching the 3rd Kevin Smith dvd, aka silent Bob. And I am laughing my ass off and all of a sudden Im crying my eyes out. I am both crying and laughing at the same time. Fuck man I think I am lossing my mind sometimes 😛  I bought some books with the christmas money you gave me. From my military scifi site.. Dude do you reliase how close it was that I would have been up in Chicago the day you died. I was just a hairs width away from going to the scifi convention. How fucked up would that have been???

 I was thinking how you no longer need me protecting you now. You cannt be hurt you cannt feel pain you can just have fun or rest as you see fit. Death is so easy its the living we are finding to be so hard. I love you brother with all my heart… Rest well…

with all my love

billy

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"Bare is the back without brother to guard it."