To Mike

Hey lil brother. Amy took down that christmas stuff I told you about. I feel bad because I did not want her to do that but at the same time I can stop seeing it and being reminded what I was doing while you where dieing. I am starting to actually feel pain again. I know that sounds dumb but before I was so num that i did not feel my broken hand or sprained ankle. The ankle is getting better but the hand is still painful I cannt put much weight or stress on it. I still dont rember hitting that wall but hey what are you going to do.

Im watching a new series from Showtime called "Sleeper Cell." Is pretty messed up. Its about a group of Islamic terrorist undercover here in the US. But the members are not what you would think. The leader is a mid-eastern looking man but the others are all different. A french ex-skin head, a blond haired blue eyed all american boy and a black guy who is really an undercover FBI. You would not like the show much but would have loved the ironory.

Did you give me that Yoda sticker Amy found tonight?? She thinks so and is most likely right. That is the kind of thing you would buy for me 🙂 She put it on my kindle cover. Did you know ebook sales are up over 300% but still only account for only 1% of total books sales. I know I know another of my useless facts but you know me. I am still not getting alot of joy out of things but I am trying to live. Its going to be a long time before anything normal feels right again with out you brother. I am trying brother I am trying.. Rest well kido.

All my love

Billy

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"Bare is the back without brother to guard it."