Things I need to fix in my life

 Overwhelmed with a sudden sense of disgust. You know, that feeling you get when you let shit pile up around the house day after day after day… then one day you look up. Really look. And it’s like someone, at that very moment, suddenly upends a dumpster right in front of your fucking face.

That’s how I feel right now. But not with the mess around me… with things in my life that I’ve let slide. I’ve spent the last 2 months in tunnel-vision denial, and now that I’m back in Australia it’s like a wave of self disgust crashing over me all at once. One moment I was sitting here minding my own business and the next I’m filled with hatred and the desire to just… never mind.

You’re probably wondering what set it off. FYI – it was finding out that it is going to take 10 to 20 working days to SET UP THE FUCKING INTERNET. Meanwhile I’m stuck blowing over my mobile data cap. Fun times. What the fuck.

Anyway. Things Leo needs to fix in his life:
1. Lose some weight – I feel like a fatass
2. Return to god-like body status – hell yeah
3. Get some damn internet
4. Get a jerb (job)
5. Find a way back to SF – arghhh
6. Finish my vaccinations
7. Get rid of that growth on my thumb – that shit keeps staring at me in the face
8. Fix my face – I want to smash my face against a wall of lotion. Damn sun damage.
9. Replace lighting in the house so that I look better on webcam. Cannot… lose… to… girlfriend… lol. (I wish I could cheat by ovulating, lol)
10. Get a haircut
11. Destroy the fucking kitchen and buy a new one this set up is wack – this won’t be happening.

Ok I’m done. I feel a bit better now. But I need to freaking take care of the above crap I’ve let pile up. Taking care of yourself and feeling good about yourself is numero uno in importance. Love thyself and others with love you. Word.