Submissive

we had an interesting discussion tonight at church….why women cant be elders of the church.

lol well if u know me then u know i imediately jumped in to that discussion….well he explained it in a way and with such conviction that my heart melted he said that its arranged the same way as a marriage and that women should submit. he said that the reason that women should submit to men in the marriage is because that man loves her so much that he would die before he ever hurt her and that he will lead her through everything and that everything he does is with her happiness and welfare in mind. He said that thats the problem in most marriages, is that most men dont know what they are pledging and that when a man follows god he better understands this sacrifice and when actually done the word submit can be the most beautiful word ever spoken, he said that god loves women so much that he set in place a protecter to guide and comfort and cherish her for the rest of her life. he said that society has changed it so much that now women dont have the trust in the man to do his job in the marriage and the men are so far from god that they dont know how, but that he should love  her, cherish her, and treasure her so much that every one of her needs and wants are met and that she then willingly submits her life and heart and soul to him because she knows she is loved beyond any one else in the world and that she will be forever safe.

 I fell in love with him all over again lol, i cant describe it….the closest i can get is Ash and Derek, she knows what i mean by that. i just respect him so much and love him to death lol, i hope he doesnt leave…lol he always knows when something is bothering me, he picked it out tonight after not having seen me in forever….idk we’ll see what happens wednesday, it should be interesting….