Ethan

well im strugglin with the whole Ethan thing, he’s definitely made his interest known but i just dont know if i want to commit right now… I mean i do but im still letting go of grant and that is a process not just something that can be done at the drop of a hat… I really do like him though, we are in the same place in recovery, we have alot in common, there is an age difference but thats nothing unusual for me, he’s the nice guy that i didnt think exsisted anymore… I just hope im not reading him wrong… only one way to find out right? Im so not good at putting myself out there for people, its a big problem of mine.