Damn it Doug!

 God i’ve missed him, i havent talked to him in like 2 weeks! I emailed him sunday and he called me today and we talked for a while. I really really really like him…..way more than i should. He pissed me off tho, not even on purpose, he told me he was planning on going into the military!! WTF NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what if something happens to him????? i dont know what i would do. it sux cuz i know he’s about to go over to his parents house which is in eagle ridge and im in myra ridge, he’s so close to me but i cant see him, i want to be with him so bad it literally hurts! y?!

well mandi sure has a way of saying the wrong things, she told jc not to date kris, kris is pissed! Mandi told me this morning and i told kris about it cuz thats a really underhanded thing to do. i understand when its some one like megan who is a cheating bitch but not some one like kris who’s never done anything wrong to jc, mandi or tara! idk its like i understand that mandi wants to be his bestfriend and get all of his attention but if ur a real friend u’ll want them to be happy no matter if u like them and shes only going to get all the attention if they’re dating which isnt going to happen so it was all done for nothing. JC and kris’s possibility for a relationship is shot to hell, kris is furious at mandi cuz mandi has no right be in her business, what mandi did directly affects kristie and i dont think she gets that and if she does then thats a real problem. and then to say IM in trouble, o hell no. dont do me!