boys

i hate how much drama comes with guys. i want one but then i think about it and i dont anymore…i want doug but i dont want to get hurt, i want jc…kinda (doesnt everyone) but we know where that got us last time and for the most part i cant stand him anyways, idk no one is worth being with right now and i know im not worth it either. I just wish i could find some one to change my mind but so far im stuck in a small town with no one new coming in to the school. I know the U of I is here and yeah the college guys are fun but the ones i’ve met with lucy (no matter how hot) are never what i want.

i had a crazy dream last night that some how i went to Mississippi and saw dustin. I never talk to him anymore so it was kinda weird, never liked him other than a friend and i never really think about him. hm maybe i’ll call him just to say hey and make sure hes alright…

Goin to see RENT again tonight with lucy, i loved it the first time, lol i cried at the end but i didnt like the ending. Taye Diggs is soooooooo hot!!!

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November 29, 2005

hmmmm…i always thought the drama was with girls. hahaha. you have to admit girls are more heart breakers than guys. *sigh* relationships. anchors away!

December 7, 2005

wow crazy that both of us hurt our elbows. mine is doing good now and i hope yours is feeling better! keep warm hun!

December 31, 2005

where are you!?