1st day of the rest of your life

well today started the first day of a change in life. it was alot less scarey than i thought it was going to be. i really like it and the people. i will probably run a bunch of tests by the end of the week and see whats kinda going on. i’ve met alot of awesome people with problems similar to mine and alot that are very different. only my family knows about it tho…well and becky, (grant kinda too) and they’ve been amazingly supportive. im not so scared anymore, i dont have to run from it or keep hiding it anymore which is a burden that has weighted me down for a while. the hardest part was finally telling my family, i knew they wouldnt freak out but they handled it alot better than expected, my dad mostly. i thought he would be the most difficult about it but he wasnt. next step is to talk to my brother and make him realize that this lifestyle is NOT ok for anyone. we’ll see how that goes.