12/11/06

Well Arturo is making it hard not to like him…. He’s so sweet but i know Amber is freaking out, which she shouldnt be because no matter how nice he is I will never let myself go there. Not again, I’m done with that kind of drama. Grant and I are talking now, its really good, no matter what he really is an amazing friend, I need to respect that more in him instead of focusing on what will never be…. I really do want him to be happy.