your married, your getting married, I’m not

whats the deal everyones getting married or is married and I’m like huh? my cousins, my friend from high school, now I just got a letter from sunshine, I knew before I even finished the line what it was going to say…. I read ” so guess what” and some how I new that she was gonna say she was gonna get married. my sunshine….

am I the only dumb ass here? I mean it seems like everyone else knows how to hold on to someone thats good for them. me I’ve always had to move or do something retarded and loose them. fuck you, fuck you, your cool, fuck you…..