whoa

yea whoa, duda got to talk to jen. I want to write to her again but what do I say that I haven’t already said before. she knows how to get a hold of me. I started to write to her but I just didn’t know what to say. when will the silence end…

I so fucked up, and I’m gonna be so screwed. yea that was really really stupid of me and I don’t know what I’m going to do. I feel like I’m going backwords everything needs to change.